好久不去了,今天还没到二楼,就听见叽叽喳喳的话语声。上去后吓了我一跳,真是people mountain people sea啊~~赶紧撤,到了三楼发现人也不少。大家现在都这么刻苦了?
忽然又觉得这场面似曾相识——似乎每年新生刚开学时都是这样。但结果呢?一周下来人就少了一大半,一个月下来就基本没人了……
小小感叹一下,无语+无奈。
另,听见有个社团朗诵“大学之道,在明明德,在亲民,在止于至善”,但有多少人能做到呢?
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Jack of all trades, Doctor of Philosophy.
好久不去了,今天还没到二楼,就听见叽叽喳喳的话语声。上去后吓了我一跳,真是people mountain people sea啊~~赶紧撤,到了三楼发现人也不少。大家现在都这么刻苦了?
忽然又觉得这场面似曾相识——似乎每年新生刚开学时都是这样。但结果呢?一周下来人就少了一大半,一个月下来就基本没人了……
小小感叹一下,无语+无奈。
另,听见有个社团朗诵“大学之道,在明明德,在亲民,在止于至善”,但有多少人能做到呢?
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这段时间三鹿和三聚氰胺被炒的沸沸扬扬,很多人把以前的某些事故联系起来,我甚至收到表姐的邮件反问我们现在还能吃什么。
的确,毒大米,毒香肠,毒火锅,毒方便面,毒桶装水……太多的毒已经让我们无所适从。但别人吃三鹿吃出病了我们就吃雅士利,雅士利查出来有问题我们还有N多不含三聚氰胺的奶粉,我们不会关心明天会不会查出来什么过氧化氢、甲醛……只要今天吃着没问题就行了,明天不能吃了大不了换一种继续吃——因为中国人民最擅长的便是——忍。
中国人能忍并不是因为我们是乐天派,也不能说明我们心胸有多么宽广,最重要的原因是我们已经经受了太多的压迫,所以我们每个人都把自己包裹在蚕茧之中,甚至都没有留下一个往外观望的小孔。我们的宗旨是:只要没有损害到自己的利益,或者给我们的伤害不够大,我们忍气吞声——多一事不如少一事。事不关己,高高挂起,我们太自私,太冷漠了。
——欺行霸市,一幕一幕,我们忍了;
——贪官污吏,一个一个,我们忍了;
——煤矿坍塌,一次一次,我们忍了;
——食物中毒,一波一波,我们忍了;
……还有什么我们不能忍的?
涛哥批某些官员“麻木不仁”,结果呢?当事人自己都不敢声张,唯唯诺诺的说“没事,没事……”
“是可忍,孰不可忍也”——这不应该作为我们的口头禅。
忍无可忍便无须再忍。
责任感和博爱才是我们社会需要的,不要向丑恶低下我们高贵的头颅。牵起手来,我们无坚不摧!
Leave a Comment新到11班,由于座次表每月调一次,所以新班主任把我暂时安排到了最后一排的角落里,一个对我来说完美的位置。因为我可以就那么躲着……
当时我旁边坐的便是诗人,一头黑发略微带卷,小白脸上看不到任何生气,一双无神的眼睛里透露着他对这个世界的不屑。看到我,有气无力的说了一句,“嗨~~”。然后闭上眼睛继续趴在桌上,不知道是在思索,还是在假寐。
后来偶然看见他杂乱的书桌上有基本诗集,舒婷的,顾城的……还有几张小卡片,上面写着我看不懂的语句。同学告诉我,他是闻一多的亲戚,父亲也是市文联的。他5岁就开始写诗并在报纸上发表,难能可贵的是,他写的全是朦胧诗。
比如:
树上挂着大饼
我真想去咬一口
(据说这是描写太阳的)
在他的影响下,我也开始读诗,并爱上了舒婷。喜欢她的《仙人掌》,《双桅船》,《神女峰》,《赠别》……尤其是《仙人掌》中“既然你的果实不是因我而红为何含笑拦在我的路上”这句,被我在无数个场合用了无数次;还有《赠别》,让我感慨良多,“我但愿每一个站台都有一盏雾中的灯”让人感慨,让人无奈,让人思绪万千。
读诗还不够,我也开始写。然而毕竟功力不够,经常是半天憋出一句,剩下半天自我陶醉、乐此不彼。现在我已经找不到当时无病呻吟的句子,不过脑海中仍会不是浮现那些朦胧的、稚嫩的羞涩。
——也许只有在那个不安分的年代,才会有像我这样的半吊子诗人。
后来他出了诗集,我把诗封存到了记忆里。
Leave a Comment最初考进这个班着实让我和父母兴奋了一阵子,因为我是我们初中唯一考进去的,而且当时班主任给我们定的最低目标是武汉大学。虽然当时对大学还没有什么概念,对武大略有不屑,但总体来说还是踌躇满志,每位同学都是摩拳擦掌,跃跃欲试。
这是名副其实的“精英班”,每个人都是以前初中的风云人物,不仅中考这种考试可以轻而易举的拿下,各种竞赛搞得也是有声有色,大部分人都有拿的出手的成绩或奖励。可以说,每个人都是“牛魔王”。另外,这也是学校唯一不能通过交钱就能进的班。高一一年学完三年课程,高二集中精力搞奥赛,高三备战高考——这样的计划现在看来近乎完美。还有N多名师,N多优先权……
“凡成大事者不惟有超世之才,亦有坚韧不拔之志。”这是我们提前一个月开学是班主任说的。当时我没有想到我会仅仅记住这一条教导。
在这样的环境中我却迷失了自己。一方面想延续初中的辉煌,另一方面在牛群中我找不到自己的闪光点,于是每天心不在焉,浑浑噩噩的活着。直到其中考试,我还没把心思放到学习上。上课骚扰同桌,下课混在操场上。
——于是考砸了,倒数第五,这是我所不能接受的。
——恰巧有几个同学退了,于是我也闹着退出……
我当然能找到一大把理由和接口来退出,但班主任知道真正原因——我找不到以前的优越感了。虽然嘴上说不是这个原因,心里也不想接受,但事实就是如此。
既然看穿了我,我也不好意思再呆下去了。
——于是真退了。
之后还风光了好一阵子,在普通班不怎么学照样排在前面(因为我退出时奥赛班已经把高一的课讲完了),天天被老师夸奖(以为我有多强),有事没事故作深沉(装嘛),还在校报上发表了一首诗(虽然把我的名字给印错了)……
高考之后在学校碰到了以前的同桌,“你去哪?”我问。
“中科大吧。你呢?”
“不知道……”我确实不知道,因为我的成绩不允许我选择学校。
后来再也没有跟他联系过,再也没有跟奥赛班任何同学联系过,不过希望有一天我能有这个勇气。这一天的到来也许是因为我取得了什么成绩,但我更希望是我战胜了自己。
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现在心静不下来,总想着以前的一些事情,也许写下来感觉会好一点。
P.S. 是不是人越老越愿意回顾过去呢?anyway,就把这算作我回忆大学的前奏吧。
打算从高中说起,能说多少是多少。
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Traveling is one of the best ways to learn. You can experience what you have not experienced before. You can visit majestic buildings. You can taste marvelous foods. You can make friends with all kinds of people. You can learn the people, the language, the culture, and the history. Thanks to the diversity and magnificence of the world, by traveling you can broaden your horizons and open your eyes to the world.
Traveling is good for your health, too. From one aspect, it is refreshing. With all kinds of magnificent scenery, you will just forget the trifles and pressure in your mind. From another, you will exercise a lot when you are on the go. For example, when you climb the mountains, you are just doing sports. So if you want to keep fit, just go and travel!
But traveling is for the brave ones, for to travel means to explore. You have no idea with what is going to happen and what you are going to see and feel. There are always surprises. You are likely to see the scenery you have not expected. Sometimes it is quite magnificent. But on other occasions it could be rather unattractive, which you have to bear with all your efforts.
Anyway, traveling is becoming more and more popular. It benefits us a lot. So why not?
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Today I saw the movie The Bucket List directed by Rob Reiner, in which Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman acted as two patients who had been diagnosed with cancer. Knowing their approximate day of dying, they wrote their “bucket list” – the wishes they wanted to realize before kicking the bucket but had not yet been carried out. The list reads:
1. Help a complete stranger for the good.
2. Laugh until I cry.
3. Witness something that is majestic.
4. Sky diving.
5. Kiss the most beautiful girl in the world.
6. Get a tattoo.
7. Drive a Shelby.
Etc.
They went and gave it a shot. They realized most of the wishes on the list.
Then I begin to think, what if I were told to be dying in a couple of months? What will be my bucket list? That is a really tough question. It is said in the movie that 96 percent of people do not want to know their day of dying. But it is a realistic question that everyone may be faced with. So here goes my “bucket list”:
1. Find the most innocent kid in the world and look deep into his eyes.
2. Apologize with all my heart and soul to whom I have ever broken their hearts.
3. Spent a whole day alone, thinking about my whole life.
4. Talk with my family. Tell my childhood memories to my children.
5. Go to the forest and appreciate every creature with gratefulness.
6. Find a place extremely quiet and listen to the sound of silence.
People always talk about what are really important in life. But they seldom pursue them. Everyday we are concerning about how much money we are making, how large out house could be. However, we care little about love for another and our health.
May be it is high time that we settled out finding the essence of life.
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It cost me ¥1 to learn this proverb. I should have learned it before, but I hope it’s the last time I pay the tuition.
Rocky is the foreign teacher today in the English corner, and he is surely a shrewd one. “I can do two to three hundred push-ups in four minutes. You give me one Yuan and if I lose, I’ll return you two Yuan.” Considering his size, I said “I’m in!” and gave him one Yuan. He is 180 kilograms, how could he do 200 push-ups in 4 minutes? There it goes. He did three push-ups and then stand up, looking at us seriously, “You lose.” “Why?”
“I’ve told you to think before you speak, I just said I could do 2 to 300 push-ups in four minutes, so I win!”
“……”
“So these are mine!” Holding a handful of one-Yuan notes, he said happily. For some other guys also joined the game, one of them even bet two Yuan for it.
Well, there my money goes, but besides, I’ve learnt something more, such as “adidas” means “All Day I Dream About Sex”.
But I should have been more careful. I thought I was a boy of principle. I never gamble and I hate it. But today I couldn’t help betting with Rocky, why? Why I’m always lured by some minor benefit? I could never be too careful.
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今天帮硕哥装了GNU/Debian Linux,没有安装盘,所以还是像以前一样通过网络安装,最开始装WinGrub是不能将Grub装到MBR上,捣鼓了一阵子之后还是不知道怎么回事,后来重启无意发现他的机器装了矮人工具箱,它是利用Grub引导的,于是就直接进命令行,输入启动参数,启动,开始下载安装。但是不知道是校园网慢还是硕哥的网络慢,装了一个多小时才装好。装好基本系统后又帮他配置了Java,还下了LumaQQ。然后进Windows,将剩余的硬盘分区重新划给Windows,大功告成,上楼看书。
不一会儿,硕哥又来找我了,说进不去系统了。我下去一看,Grub error 17,凭我装系统的经验(汗一个,为自己的硬盘默哀一秒钟)判断,应该是分区表损坏,于是,拿上Hiweed光盘,进系统,准备重装Grub:
grub>root (hd0, 5)
提示不能找到此分区,faint,退出Grub,运行 sudo fdisk -l ,不有这个分区吗?Grub凭什么找不到?
正百思不得其解的时候,恍然大悟,是不是权限问题?
重新运行grub,不过用的是超级用户权限, sudo grub:
grub>root (hd0,5)
grub>setup (hd0)
OK,大功告成!
再更改fstab,Grub的menu list,搞定。
以前自以为自己用了一年半的Linux了,Linux的安全思想已经深入我心,今天看来其实不然,连最基本的系统权限控制都没有深入理解,以后加油。
另外有感于自己帮助装了Linux操作系统的同学,自己帮很多人装了Linux,但真正使用的还是只有我一个。虽然我不是激进的开源或自由软件信徒,但是在Windows大行其道的情况下,Linux在桌面级应用超过M$可能真的需要很长一段时间。
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下载:http://vim.sourceforge.net/scripts/script.php?script_id=1520
1.把下载的 omnicppcomplete.zip 解压到 ~/.vim 中
2.建立 tags:
root@ROK:/home/rok# cd /usr/local/share/
root@ROK:/usr/local/share# mkdir tags
root@ROK:/usr/local/share# cd tags/
root@ROK:/usr/local/share/tags# ctags -R –c++-kinds=+p –fields=+iaS –extra=+q /usr/include/c++/4.1.2/
3.在 .vimrc 中添加:
set nocp
filetype plugin on
filetype indent on
set tags+=/usr/local/share/tags/tags
au BufWritePost *.c,*.cpp,*.cc,*.h !ctags -R –c++-kinds=+p –fields=+iaS –extra=+q .
只需要改一下fstab就可以了:
/dev/hda2 swap swap defaults 0 0
/dev/hda1 / ext3 defaults 1 1
/dev/hda5 /home ext3 defaults 1 0
/dev/hda3 /win vfat defaults,codepage=936,iocharset=utf8,umask=000 1 0
/dev/sda1 /mnt/usb1 auto
noauto,codepage=936,iocharset=utf8,user,umask=000 0 0
/dev/sda /mnt/usb auto noauto,codepage=936,iocharset=utf8,user,umask=000 0 0
#/dev/cdrom /mnt/cdrom auto noauto,owner,ro 0 0
#/dev/fd0 /mnt/floppy auto noauto,owner 0 0
devpts /dev/pts devpts gid=5,mode=620 0 0
proc /proc proc defaults 0 0
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文件名可以用convmv来转换
convmv -f gb2312 -t utf8 -r –notest *
-r表示包含所有子目录
不加–notest就表示只看看有什么需要转换的,不做实际转换
可以在http://j3e.de/linux/convmv 下载
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